I refuse to be sad for too long. Even though, I am probably way past an understandable grieving period. I have yet to replace my old solstice celebration with a new solstice celebration. Being sad and missing people has kind of turned into what I do on winter/summer solstices. I hope to change this sad tradition with something happy and music-full.
Today, I honoured my friend Andrew by colouring my hair blue. He was going on and on about dyeing his silver hairs blue but never got around to it. Andrew was a very busy person yet it felt like he was always there when you needed him to be there.
I shall be celebrating Breklormas on June 4th with going for Chinese food and then for ice-cream with friends.
Hopefully our home(not yet owned) in France will be a place where all our friends can come and celebrate the changing of the seasons. I must also improve my French language skills.
Anyways here is my blue hair today. It may change in a couple of weeks.
What I do, when I am missing a dead person, is I do something I would normally have done with that person and have a good time doing it. Be in the moment as it were.
On a personal note: We have less 3 weeks left in Bangkok! I am getting the summer plans solidified.
I am sending out good vibes to all,