I have two days left of being 36 years old. How do I feel about this?
I feel happy. My 36 year on earth has been eventful. It started off in Thailand when I was having some serious homesickness. I called my friends, reaching out, to see how we could end this sad feeling. Then I had a visitor all the way from Vancouver!!! It was good fun. We went on a trip to Chiang Mai and saw elephants and rode on tubes down a river. I got to show her around Bangkok too! In the summer we went to England we saw so many flower shows. I went on a gluten free kick and got pregnant! We had been planning on doing IVF in September or October. I am currently in New Westminster as Danny is far away on the opposite side of the globe. We decided that our first born is going to be born in Canada and be Canadian/British. I’ve found a Doula and Midwife to support me during a planned home birthing. I am missing my husband. I also enjoy having the bed to myself and not being woken up by snoring. Miranda is starting to make sleeping more than 4 hours very difficult. I’ve gotten a job as a cashier at a grocery store. I may not be there for long but I get a bit of extra cash and a reason to get out of the house. Mira has about 2 months before she is expected to join us on the outside of my body. Then everything changes.
36 was ok but 37 is going to be life changing!
Mira will join us, making Danny and I parents, giving my mom her first granddaughter, our siblings will have a niece, and everything will be about her.